16 juli 2009

saat hari itu , ak sedang denger lagu Everytime-Britney Spears ak sk lagu itu , ttg kehilangan seseorang
lyric : Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we strangers when our love is strong?
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby . .
saat lagi asyik-asyik.a denger lagu itu , tiba-tiba layar hapeku bertulis "gralia" dan bergetar
ak lgsg mengangkat telpon.a . .

ak : halo , gral ?? knp ??
gralia : alya ! ya , wawan , , (dgn suara berdengung dan menangis)
ak : gral , km knp ? gral ?
gralia : wawan . .
ak : (tiba2 nangis) wawan knp gral ?? jwb !
gralia : wawan , WAWAN UDAH GGA ADA LAGI , al . . hiks . . hiks . .
ak : (diem)
gralia : wawan ud gga ada lagi . .
ak : apa maksudmu ?
gralia : wawan ud meninggal . .
ak : ap maksudmu ?! ak gga ngerti ?!
gralia : wawan , (diem bentar) wawan ud gga ad ! dia meninggal !
ak : gga mungkin . .

tut..tut..

wawan ud meninggal ?

saat itu pikiran ku melayang , ak msh gga percaya . .
terakhir ak brtmu dia saat dia terbaring koma d.rmh skt ulin
dia kecelakaan dan membuat tubuh.a patah tulang tangan,kaki,dan rusuk . .
saat itu dia sempet minta maap ma ak , cm ak blom sempet minta maap ma dy . .

ak menangis , ngamuk , gga percaya , teriak . .
dan menangis . .

(wawan in memorian)



saat itu jg , ak lgsg liat fto wawan yg ada dlyar hapeku . dan menyanyikan lagu kesukaan ku yg skrg cocok dgn keadaanku skrg , everytime . .